Broken Music

                         “A note All out of tune in this world’s instrument.” —AMY LEVY.     I KNOW not in what fashion she was made,   Nor what her voice was, when she used to speak, Nor if the silken lashes threw a shade         On wan or rosy cheek. I picture her with sorrowful vague eyes   Illumed with such strange gleams of inner light As linger in the drift of London skies         Ere twilight turns to night. I know not; I conjecture. ’T was a girl   That with her own most gentle desperate hand From out God’s mystic setting plucked life’s pearl—         ’T is hard to understand. So precious life is! Even to the old   The hours are as a miser’s coins, and she— Within her hands lay youth’s unminted gold         And all felicity. The winged impetuous spirit, the white flame   That was her soul once, whither has it flown? Above her brow gray lichens blot her name         Upon the carven stone. This is her Book of Verses—wren-like notes,   Shy franknesses, blind gropings, haunting fears; At times across the chords abruptly floats         A mist of passionate tears. A fragile lyre too tensely keyed and strung,   A broken music, weirdly incomplete: Here a proud mind, self-baffled and self-stung,         Lies coiled in dark defeat.