The Coup de Grace

if i were very sure That all was over betwixt you and me,— That, while this endless absence I endure With but one mood, one dream, one misery Of waiting, you were happier to be free,— Then I might find again In cloud and stream and all the winds that blow, Yea, even in the faces of my fellowmen, The old companionship; and I might know Once more the pulse of action, ere I go. But now I cannot rest, While this one pleading, querulous tone without Breaks in and mars the music in my breast. I open the closed door—lo! all about, What seem your lingering footprints; then I doubt. Waken me from this sleep! Strike fearless, let the naked truth-edge gleam! For while the beautiful old past I keep, I am a phantom, and all mortals seem But phantoms, and my life fades as a dream.

Collection: 

More from Poet

  • The Royal feast was done; the King Sought some new sport to banish care, And to his jester cried: “Sir Fool, Kneel now, and make for us a prayer!” The jester doffed his cap and bells, And stood the mocking court before; They could not see the bitter smile Behind the painted grin he wore...

  • Farewell to such a world! Too long I press The crowded pavement with unwilling feet. Pity makes pride, and hate breeds hatefulness, And both are poisons. In the forest sweet The shade, the peace! Immensity, that seems To drown the human life of doubts and dreams. Far off the massive portals...

  • What if some morning, when the stars were paling, And the dawn whitened, and the east was clear, Strange peace and rest fell on me from the presence Of a benignant spirit standing near; And I should tell him, as he stood beside me:— “This is our earth—most friendly earth, and fair; Daily...

  • O god, our Father, if we had but truth! Lost truth—which thou perchance Didst let man lose, lest all his wayward youth He waste in song and dance; That he might gain, in searching, mightier powers For manlier use in those foreshadowed hours. If, blindly groping, he shall oft mistake, And...

  • The stars know a secret They do not tell; And morn brings a message Hidden well. There ’s a blush on the apple, A tint on the wing, And the bright wind whistles, And the pulses sting. Perish dark memories! There ’s light ahead; This world’s for the living, Not for the dead. In the...